Inspiration

Im so inspired lately. By people and what they are capable of.

Its all very exciting. Life is exciting!

2010

This past year has been nothing but growth for me.

Since I started high school I have always been the one who wasn't too sure. I was never sure of the big things and even the little things. When I was at the registers and the check out chick would ask me "Would you like a bag with that?"... I was never sure.

Such a small thing you might think. I never knew what kind of clothes I liked, so I would just get the plain stuff or look at what my friends were into. I was very unsure of myself when it came to skills and abilities. Someone might ask me what I am good at. I never really had a proper answer for them. So choosing a career when getting out of high school was extremely difficult. I had to really search myself for those answers that I had been putting off. It took about a year of that searching to go after a career I was most likely to fail at. Thats just statistics.

I moved to the city. Which brings me back to when people might ask me if I liked the country or the city. I would change my answer every time.

I started attending a school that had so many different types of people that I no longer could copy what other people were wearing. There was no way I was going to wear polish tree hugging shirts. (not naming names... *Cough* Mateausz)

This forced me to find my own style and now I feel so much more confident in shopping for clothes. I have even become a hat person lately.

So back to the growth thing. The biggest achievement for me is the acceptance I finally found for myself. And the acceptance I found in other peoples eyes.

Even though I am 156 kilometres away from my best friends, the ones I can tell everything to. I still feel close to them. I feel like I can go back and they will still be there. Nothing will have changed except for maybe hair colours, boyfriends. They might have a nice new car or their parents might have divorced, they might get pregnant or engaged. But the things that matter will never change.

So this whole year, along with all the acceptance and jazz, I now know a lot of the questions I have been asking myself and I can now answer people when they ask me if I would like a bag or if I like the country over the city.

I know what kind of clothes I like. I. Not anyone else. I know the general path of career Im embarking and I know things I am good at. And things I am not.

As I said, its been a year of growth. However, I still have so much to learn.

Its almost mind boggling how much.

"In every block of marble I see a statue as plain as though it stood before me, shaped and perfect in attitude and action. I have only to hew away the rough walls that imprison the lovely apparition to reveal it to the other eyes as mine see it."—Michelangelo

This quote makes absolute sense to me. Editing is just that.

When Michelangelo chips away the marble that hides the beautiful piece of art inside, so too do the editors cut away the clips. They cut and trim, transition and grade. Revealing the finished film that was always there, just hard to see with all of the garbage suffocating it.

A good editor can see the finished cinematic piece. They can see it as plainly as though it was being played on a 20ft screen before them. What makes a great editor though, is if they can show others what he himself can see.

To do that he must expose the greatness that lies beneath the rubbish. Because the line between the two almost always gets confused. If there is even the smallest amount of rubbish left behind with the greatness, well thats when it becomes an exceptionally average film.

An exceptionally remarkable film is made with precision.

He must be precise. Down to the very last frame.

SPIKE - The devil you know

Today I read a comic on the shores of Paramatta River.

Sitting there reading, feeling the sun hitting my back.

Was BLISS.

Mash-Up

I have been blogstipated as of late.

So it has been a more than hectic few weeks. I decided that it was time for some much needed cash. I got a job. Then I got another one. Oops.

The first one was at Subway. Crap pay but really friendly people. It was a short lived job. I was a sandwich artist for no more than a week and a half and that suited me just fine. Because, thanks to Alex from twitter I know have such a fun, hard job with the coolest group of people. Its a cafe/bar called Coco Cubano and every shift, I get to pick my mood and stick it on my shirt with Velcro. Yesterday I was ‘SUPER’ and ‘HOT’ … I thought they went well together. I have had 2 shifts, one short one of 5 hours and one LONG one of 11.5 hrs. And oddly enough, they both flew by. I don’t have time to even look at the clock most of the time. And there is no need to exercise anymore with this job.

I sure have met some interesting people in only 2 nights. One that stood out was a lovely young fairy named Steve. He has put me under his gay wing and by the end of the month I think I will know all the dance moves from Bad Romance.

School has been just as full on. We had a 24 hour film shoot that was definitely an experience.

My role was producer/continuity. And it taught me a LOT about film making in 24 hours than any theory lesson could teach. Of course, the film that we made turned out pretty HORRID… just putting that out there. The sound was terrible as we were doing it outside and the wind was not cooperating. We crossed every cinematic line known to man. The camera ran out of battery near towards the end so we spent an hour posing in front of Binu’s camera whilst waiting for it to load. Which was probably a good thing because we had some fun laughing over nothing… (pretty sure the sun was making us go loopy)

Even though the finished product turned out bad, it was great, because it taught me so much in preparing for a shoot… everything needs to be taken into account because there is SO much that can fuck up.

So I suppose you could say that at the moment, in life… things are crazy. A good kind of crazy. I feel like my days all mash into each other. I go to school and by the time I get home its my bedtime. On the weekends, I work all night and sleep all day. With the little spare time I have Im doing homework, working on my script that never seems to get longer or watching a movie (Oh that’s another thing… Im catching up on the classic movies because Im sick of the shocked expressions at school when I say I’v never seen Forrest Gump)

I say its ‘crazy’ in relation to last year, which was me sitting on my ass and doing absolutly jack shit. So you can imagine how different it is.

But all in all, its great. Im loving it. Sydney is perfect. The only thing missing is a few people whom I miss very very much. I think they should either all relocate here. Or someone better invent a transporter, soonish.

P.S. I did watch Forrest Gump. I was also shocked in myself it took me so long to see it. What a seriously great film. I cried just a little... or a lot. Whatever.

Just another day for Hay

Thanks Buster

I think Im finally beginning to truly appreciate film. I watched a silent movie called 'The General' that was made in 1927. It ran for about 70 minutes. When I was told that I would be watching this movie and that it would be silent, my mind screamed in agony, I was certain I would end up on my phone tweeting non stop out of boredom or simply falling asleep. To my astonishment I didn't take my eyes off the screen. Not only did I enjoy watching how they did things back then but I actually really enjoyed the story. Once I was fully engrossed in the narrative I found myself not taking notice of technical things I felt I was supposed to be looking at. Instead, I watched with excitement, frustration and bewilderment. Totally captivated by the protagonists actions. Once it had finished I was stunned. 'I just enjoyed a silent film' was what went through my mind.

It was either a really really amazing silent film or I am turning a new leaf. Well I suppose it could be both. What Im getting at is... well I don't really know what Im getting at. Long story short, I couldnt believe I enjoyed the film and I actually contemplated watching it again.

The walls of Epiphany

DigiTale

DigiTale

4th week! I have been here for almost 4 weeks.

So far I have done a 9 shot, watched actors do there thang, been trained on the cameras, written my rough draft of a 6 minute short, directed a 24hr 36 shot shoot, learned the basics in constructing cinema etc etc. Every day is different.

Although this week we have to Write, Direct and Produce our own 3 minute piece telling people a personal story about ourselves using only our own voice as a voice over, photographs, still images, sound and text/titles. It must not exceed 250 words.

We were told that we have to be brave and daring. The whole school will be watching on Friday.

Im not gonna lie... Im a tad scared.

A theatre full of people listening to my own voice tell my own personal story?

oh SHIT.

My favourite Sydney friend

The Waiting City...

A film I saw on the weekend that truly touched me.

And an Australian film! When Im about to walk into the cinema to see an Australian film Im usually filled with dread.

Will it be good? God I hope so.

But this one surprised me. It was great!

The issues and themes brought up in 'The Waiting City' were

so profound.

The first Aussie film to be shot entirely in India. Its about a reasonably young couple who go to India to take home their baby girl whom they have adopted and have been waiting 2 years to see.

Once they arrive in India they are delayed time and time again by the adoption agency and they go on a journey of transformation, discovery, love and belief. What I found to be the greatest and effective theme throughout the film was the spiritual journey the two characters went on.

The use of Religion and the streets of india created such an authentic feel to the film which Mcarthy did with such elegance. The beginning was such a culture shock to Ben and Fiona and it was so interesting to see the characters develop and find themselves again. Especially Fiona, who had the furthest to go in her journey.

I would see this movie again in a heartbeat. It was beautiful, heartbreaking at times and depicted India with such realism.

Goodbye Maitland! Aloha Sydney!

So I have been MIA lately. With good cause. Ill run you through a play by play.

Last week I was accepted into the International Film School Sydney. It was a huge surprise to me. In the interview I stumbled and fumbled on my words on a few questions. Not really knowing what to say to "Why should we pick you over the other students applying?" and those kind of questions. Anyway, after I thought I stuffed it big time I accepted that I was going back to Hunter St Tafe for another Semester. I got a call for a second interview via phone. This one went much better and I felt much more comfortable talking to a lovely British man named Duncan Thomas who is the head of IFSS. The very next day at Tafe, Rowdie and myself were walking around outside when I got a call telling me of my acceptance. I was dying inside of excitement and could hardly think.

I had 4 days to pack my life up and run to Sydney. Thank eff my Aunty offered me a room at her place. The rent in Sydney is horrid! So this is like hitting the jackpot and Im hoping to god she lets me stay there for the 2 years this course goes for.

I left for Sydney on Sunday. Car overheated...

whats new?

So mother dearest dropped me off at my Aunts. Unpacked and all that jazz. My room is small, cosy and comfy! And I finally have a built in wardrobe. Something I never had in all our other houses growing up. Silly, but it feels like a luxury. :-)

So lovely Aunty Jenny took me to IFSS for the first 3 days since I was without car. My first day was one Ill probably remember for a very long time. It was eye opening and inspirational in a way. It was mostly an introduction but it felt like a lot more.

"You are hear to be brilliant" - First wise words of Duncan Thomas I heard on my first day.

"You do not have dreams, you have ambitions.. huge ambitions"

"You might think you are an aspiring filmmaker. Throw that out the door. Tomorrow you will be a professional filmmaker"

It almost felt like the first day of the first important step of the path I had chosen.

The people are from all around the world. Everybody is so different and has so many different experiences. They are all different ages and they are all open minded and driven.

On tuesday night on my way home from school with my Aunty she called into a clients apartment. Jenny has a business, she sells kitchens. So this apartment was being renovated and we dropped by to see how the kitchen was going. As the men were drilling and cutting and putting taps and blah blah into the kitchen, we were offered a glass of wine from the couple. I went for a walk outside and the view was AMAZING. It was night time and the lights and traffic and buildings were just wow.

It was overlooking the Anzac Bridge. I feel like such a tourist. It still hasn't hit me that I live in this place.

Today I drove for the first time. My crapbox car was fixed and returned to me. I had no problems in the traffic. Well I might have been honked at once for maaaaybe cutting someone off but oh well. All the drivers here are mental. I thought I could just join them.

Iv probably babbled enough about my Sydney adventures. Pretty much.. long story short.. Im loving it.

p.s. Get dumplings from Chinatown.

Hi Stranger!

Well its been almost 2 months and I came crawling back.

Its not that I hated tumblr. Im still keeping it.

Its just that I never felt motivated to 'write' anything on it. Most of my posts are all about tv or film and they are all photos.

So I'll keep it for that reason. And I'll also write my drabble in this blog.

Aiiiight?

I've moved!

oh no.

I gave in to Tumblr.

How dare I?

www.anotherdayforhay.tumblr.com

If I end up hating it I will come crawling back. But my friends are smitten with it. Thought it was time to jump on the wagon.

Forgive me blogspot?

Aim for the moon.

Even if you miss you will land among the stars.

Y'all.

I just arrived home from a glorious day at work. All is well. Sitting in my bedroom atop my bed devouring 2 slices of Vegemite toast. Sipping from my new eco friendly Venice bottle I just received in the mail. I think Im falling in love with water. My bladder is going to hate me in about an hour.

The second I finish this post Im going to put season 6 of the L word on. Don't you just love it when you go shopping for someone else and you come home with a bunch of things for yourself?

Anyway, whats with Australia being so far behind American tv shows? Just another reason I would love to move to the states. At least I wont have to wait a year to see the next season of whatever Im watching at the time. Because lets face it, 98% of what we watch over here is American. Im not complaining! I cringe when I hear Australian accents on television. We sound like wankers on crack. I suppose it gives us character. But it should be left on the streets and off the big screen. Well apart from Mcleods Daughters that is.

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I got such an amazing surprise in my facebook messages today. It was great and left me feeling so hopeful.

:-)

LIFE

If I had to choose one song. One song that means most to ME.

It would be Life by Desree.

This song brings me back to that perfect moment in time, running in the rain.. singing at the top of my lungs. 16. carefree. with the people I love.

PERFECTION

Inspiration

This women inspires me. She inspires me to be everything I can be. That my hopes and dreams are just over that hill. To love unconditionally. And to strive at life. Having fun.. laughing and loving along the way.

Oxford Comma

Twenty Ten. Groovin the MOO.

PLAY BY PLAY:

1. Arrival at Chloe's nail polish fest

2. The glorius Walk, Wolf Creek Style

3. The flanno Hat

4. Henry the invisible slut gets a mouth full of Emma and Carmen.

5. The 500 kilometre line to get in.

6. Lisa Mitchell is CUTEsauce

7. The amazing $6 chicken burgers. (mine more of a sandwich)

8. Tegan and Sara were back in our heads.

9. Techno lion king was groovy.

10. The dirty boy who hooked up with 5 girls in 5 minutes.

11. Clitasaurous... once again.

12. Mellow and shivering our asses off

13. Vampire Weekend madness.

14. Home time.

The big APPLE

If you remember, I posted about 2 weeks ago that I was squeeeing with excitement over something. Well the plan was... Go to LA for a week, live the dream, come face to face with the hollywood sign, visit venice beach itself. Well that plan fell through as I realised I wouldnt be able to drink, and I would rather save more money and go for longer in 2 years time.

So... I did the next best thing...

I went out and purchased a MacBook Pro. So I am officially a Mac user. No longer am I in the wonderful world of the PC's. I am out of my comfort zone.

And I LOVE IT.

I know Rowdie is eagerly awaiting this post. He was there with me for moral support whilst this purchase took place. I would give you a play by play but apparently that is just uncool.

So yes, this doesn't have much on a trip to the streets of Los Angeles. But its still exciting and it will keep me amused for two years while I wait...

Feel Outrageously

Feel. Feel the agony - and the ecstasy. Until you feel you'll surely explode!

Stop holding back from laughing with your belly, loving from the deepest places of your heart, and swooning with the sensuality of life itself.
When your emotions move, your energy moves - your life force is moving within your body and world. And when you let your emotions and desires move, the universe moves to meet you - to fulfill your desires and dreams.

where the heart is

It'll take some time
To find your heart and come back home.

You can walk for miles
Cross every river and find your not alone...

A dot.

I love this. So far its everything I hoped. And I have hardly even made a dot in the industry. A dot would even be pushing it.

Hopefully one day it WILL be a dot. Then a step. Then a leap. And one day even a fucking jumping castle.

I will prevail.

DOOL

66 Recaps down.

168 to go.

Bring it on.

The little things

I ENJOY DRINKING OUT OF PRETTY THINGS.
IT MAKES LIFE MORE FUN.

Lest We Forget

They shall not grow old,

As we that are left grow old.

Age shall not weary them,

Nor the years condemn.

At the going down of the sun,

And in the morning,

We will remember them.

The poor sods.

I feel sorry for those people that analyse everything. Try enjoying life a little. You might surprise yourself.

Sleepwalkas

Just a bit of pimping today! These dudes are awesome and if y'all are in the city then go check them out! I know I would if I could.



Wed Apr 28 10 10:00 PM NY, NY US
Venue: KARMA LOUNGE
Address: 51 E 1st St, NY, NY, 10003, US
Details: Hosted by Tah Phrum Duh Bush




CIPH DIGGY and K. GAINES. Effing cool guys. Dont miss them!!
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All good things come in 3

1. So I'm back at TAFE. Term two. Pre-Production is underway and I'm starting production on my first ever film tomorrow. Okay so its ONLY a two minute bio on another student. But this is big for me and my class mates.

It will be the first time I direct, edit and produce my own content.

So ermmm... YAY!

2. DOOL.

I have started watching the famous Days Of Our Lives. Yep. You heard right. I can hardly believe it myself. But seriously? How can I not watch it. You twitter folk are always talking about it. And so far I am enjoying me some Bo/Carly. And LOL, its so different from Guiding Light. And I know its said a million and one times but... I miss Olivia freakin Spencer. Carly doesn't have that Sass.

26 Recaps down. 201 to go. Thank you YouTube.

3. You know in public toilet cubicles and people have written really foul horrible things on the walls? Well at TAFE I saw this in the girls cubicle. Its the only thing there. It made me all kinds of happy. Thought I would share it with everyone. A message like that should be everywhere.

EXCITED!

I am sooooo effing excited. Seriously scream material right now.
Not going to say why yet. Im trying to not get my hopes up too much... well too late for that. I dont even know if this thing im excited about will happen. Its a long shot but im willing to take it.
Guess I'll confirm why im so excited in a few weeks... HOPEFULLY!

SQUEEEE!

Success

Success is not the key to happiness.
Happiness is the key to success.
If you love what you are doing,
you will be successful.

- (Buddha)

I want to believe

The unknown. I'm so curious, yet it scares me half to death sometimes.

Aliens, ghosts, magic, fairies, 'monsters', angels and all kinds of phenomenon.

Sure there have been sightings, stories and photographs of all these things but no cold hard proof. And that's what we humans need, right?

PROOF. Facts. Documentation.

What about whats in your heart? What you feel is real and whats not. What about what you yourself WANT to believe in?

Come on, that's the fun in it all. Believing in another world. Vampires. Spirits. Angels to watch over you while you sleep.

The unknown should remain unknown. It gives us all something to ponder about. Another reason to daydream.

Could we handle the truth anyway?

$60 later...

Shocker of a day.
Do you ever have those nights when you feel like you just never went to sleep. Like your just tossing and turning all night and suddenly your alarm goes off? Thats what it was like for me last night/morning. So I wake up this morning feeling like I hardly got 10 minutes of sleep. Dilly Dallied around, checking twitter, email, youtube, blogs, facebook. Then WOW, 20 mins to get ready!
R.U.S.H.
Finally was running out the door when I looked down and got the sudden urge to put stockings on. I will use the excuse that it was a cold morning.. but it was secretly because I needed to shave my legs (yes, I just blogged about that. And yes, I just crossed a line). #getoverit
Well running back into the house throwing my entire sock drawer all over my room looking for the stockings I havent worn for about a year. I found them, tucked up next to my school socks, which just prooves how long its been since I last laid eyes on them.
So here I was, hoping around my room on one leg trying to get these blasted things on.
When all of a sudden. STILLNESS.
I was bent over and feeling a horrible pain in my lower back. This sort of thing has never happened to me. My back has always been LOVELY. Not a worry in the world.
So the whole day I couldnt bend or sit. All kinds of AWKWARD.
Went to the doctor and she told me to just lay down alot, take panadol and not to sit if I can help it. Soo... $60 dollars later. Im blogging about my ache of a back and unshaven legs.
Nice Hayley.

Seriously.

Go-Kan-Ryu

Just got home from a karate class. YAY!

I dont know exactly what it is about that sport but I AM IN LOVE with it.

The disipline, the confidence building, the levels & stages you have to progress through, the technique and the respect.

If I had to make a pro/con list, the con list would be completly empty. Hell, I even love the uniforms! They are just so damn snug!I've Started going twice a week. Kinda want to go 5 times though..

Think that would be extreme..?

I want...

I'm sitting here at work with my pen and paper. Just sitting and thinking. Daydreaming about the future.
I know people say you should 'Live in the present' or 'Live in the NOW'. But I cant help myself. I wonder if all my dreams will come true. I know they wont if I just sit here and don't act on them. I do believe everything I'm doing now will bring me one step closer to my goals.
I guess the main thing I want to achieve in life is what many people have most probably said before. "I want to be able to change peoples lives." or at least have some kind of impact in a positive way, be it small or large.
How do I distinguish myself from the other many people? The difference is.. I'M GOING TO DO IT.
After writing that last sentence I stood here for about 5 minutes wondering what to write next. I think I'll just explain why the hell this is something I want to do.
TV.
Yep, that's right. Television.. Film... Stories.
I don't care what other people think. This is something that I've always loved. Being able to escape in worlds that don't exist. (Not that this world isn't fabulous!).
Getting to see the inside world of stars hollow, taking a trip in Rome with Xena, walking through New York with Carrie Bradshaw, Having coffee at Central Perk with those 6 friends, and living vicariously through Clark Kent's adventures.
To be able to watch somebody elses life (and I know it isn't real), I find that to be a luxury. But the BEST think about film (in my opinion) is the emotions I am able to witness.
My heart almost stops with Dawson and Joey, It gets butterflies from Olivia and Natalia, I laugh with Jack and Karen, I feel anger towards smoking man, I cry with Izzy Stevens and Die with Buffy.
I think that's why I respect and admire so many actors and actresses. They make those worlds believable. They pour their heart and souls into their character and they allow us to see it and believe it.
I want to be able to tell stories, not in the writing form but in the visual form. I want to either edit, direct, produce... anything to do with putting a story together. There are so many different roles in film production I think I'll just try a bit of everything.
Why TV so much? Because of the time period. With Movies, your only in that world for 2 hours. They are great.. but its over before you know it. TV shows, Sometimes they last for 6 or more years. You get to know the characters. You get to experience just about every emotion there is with them. You get to frolic through their world, as if it was your own.
I have heard the most wonderful stories of how film have touched peoples lives. I've heard of people getting through depression by watching certain movies over and over. Ive heard of people gaining motivation and courage through there favorite superheros. And when they feel like a cry, just turn on their favorite sappy romance.
But the most wonderful stories I have heard of through film is definitely those through the story of Otalia on the American soap Guiding Light. That story helped so many women around the globe I was just blown away by what I found. Gay AND straight. A story that was written with so much care, warmth and an unbelievable amount of love. I am still in awe at how the actresses delivered the story. They brought it to life, made it real and threw every single emotion into it.
This is what I want to be apart of some day. Something that digs deep. Something that will touch the audience.
I want to make people believe. I want to take people on a journey.

Iwillnevergrowup.Iwillnevergrowup.Iwillnevergrowup.

Climbing up trees. Rolling in the grass. Laughing at nothing in particular except our own stupidity. I start to believe my childhood dreamworld of Neverland in the movie 'Hook', is a reality. Of course the rainbow food and 3 moons dont exist but if you look closely, they are there. Just in a different form. The child inside of me is one of my best friends. I think I will always hold it close to my heart.


Of course this doesnt mean I dont enjoy being an adult at times. :-)
Which do I prefer? A 'Pirate' or a 'Lost Boy'

I think I'll take the best of both worlds.

FUCK YES

THAT.IS.ALL.

A Quiet Place in a Busy World

Dear Blog.

Today I worked.

It was boring.

Boring is not necessarily bad.
When I'm bored, I daydream.

When I daydream I smile.

So lets start again shall we?

Dear Blog.
Today I smiled.

Love Hayley.

I will look it in the face

I just awoke to my alarm. I'm not gonna lie, it was horrid and I've never been a morning person.

The plans for the day,

*Shopping

*Dinner with friends

*Farewell to a friends house (shes moving)

*Letting go

My friend is moving about 40 minutes away, its not much and your probably thinking, wow drama queen. But the memories we had in that granny flat were ones ill keep forever.

Change is a huge thing, sometimes it can be bad, other times great. I've had both experiences. I've learnt to accept change and see where it takes me.

There have been so many times I have thought to myself "what if that never happened, where would I be now". When I should be saying this, "Wow, look were I am now, look at the people I have met, and look at the person I have become because of it"

I think letting go is one of the hardest things anyone can do. Be it letting go of your child on life support, or letting go of your child on his first day of school.

One of the hardest changes I have been through is one that later down the track I became to realise was the greatest decision my parents made. I know I'm only young and have only just began to experience life, and all the changes, decisions, and hardships that come with it.

But I will embrace it.

I will look change in the face and understand it.

I will let it lead me in the direction it has planned.

And I will let go.

Those Moments.

Laughing so hard Im crying. Clutching my stomach because it hurts but I dont care.
Those are the moments I cherish. When everything seems to stop... for what feels like an eternity.
Being with the people whom I love the most and laughing for no particular reason is what makes this life worth every second.

Sometimes...

...I WISH I COULD STAY LIKE THIS FOREVER

The 'L' Word.

Love

–noun
a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

This is only one of the many definitions I found.

So I guess you could say im feeling a tad sentimental right now. I just came back from a romo hang with friends and we got to talking about love and all the things in between. Is it really like in the movies? Does it hurt? Is it warm? Is it complicated? or easy?

I guess coming from someone who has never been IN love before, im a bit on the confused side. Ive never really understood love. Hearing so many stories about it makes me scared for the day I finally do fall for someone. What if they break my heart? Will it shatter? And how long will it take for me to pick up the pieces?

This topic makes me wonder. Does the good out wiegh the bad? surely.

Hopefully.

I guess I'll find out?

Tim Tams on Venice S2!

I am OFFICIALLY a blogger. Wow i never thought Id see the day. So ill start by saying that im sorry to anyone who reads this and are dissapointed. Its more for my own benefit anyway.

Iv never been good with words and deep stuff so you may have to bare with me.

So right this second I am tweeting (as usual), so many people have asked me why I do it. I dont have an easy explanation for that, although I have tryed to explain and end up coming out looking like an idiot. The amount of diverse and wonderful people I have the pleasure of talking to is just unbelievable. All over the world, I am able to talk to people in Holland, America, Africa, Germany, Canada etc etc.

Thanks to Crystal, Kim and Hope, I have been brought into this most wonderful community full of so much support and love. A group of people who are just so utterly positive about every aspect... well except FUCBS. But thats a different story.

So yesterday I found out that OGJ gave Crystal and Kimmy the goods from us Aussies!
Nawwwwww. ------------>
She really loved the Tim Tams... haha. And if I didn't know any better Id say that OGJ was.. blushing?? well damn, I think I would have fallen over and died right there.

OGJ - "she was really kissing all of YOU. She said lets do this for Team Aussie. and then WHAMMO. She and KT were so thankful for all the kind words and amazing gifts from Team Aussie"


So now apparently Tim Tams are making an appearance in Season 2...


SO WORTH WAITING FOR.